I spent most of my mid-winter vacation inside, mentally and physically. Day after day was spent with my eyes lurking a flickering, hopeless screen. I lounged lazily in a sapphire, and coarse chair. My thumbs aimlessly twiddled with a rusted joy stick. The TV screen wailed failure at every mash of a button.
That's the inside.
Once I stepped out of my bulging SUV, I perished in the boasting sun. My body, and my mind. What I'd missed, oh boy! My brain is blanched by reminders and pestering quotes. "Yah should of gone out! Look what you've missed! Look e here lad! Yer missed a bucket o' fun!"
Sometimes I can be a dark person, and sometimes I'm fluffy and stupid. Don't blame me, I just am. Just like fluffy people can get really dark, I can get really fluffy. Despite that, I think that maybe if I go outside more, the outer rim of what my normal world is will be given a vaccine. All of the other personalities staring down at me, molding me to be fluffy.
The dark can scare anyone. In fact, the outside has been such a good vaccine, that I proved it scientifically.
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