Contrast, Acrimony, Chagrin, Despondent, You Might As Well Call This Emo

A deep resevour of rage, of anger, of sadness, of differences, of life. I feel I can't write well anymore, I don't know why. It is a mystery. Just one day off and there it goes. Maybe I just can't think straight, because of everything that is going on. Brimful with friends, foes, and aquantances. Maybe I ran out of gas, my motor is chugging along. Where was the rage before? Inside me, dying to come out. Yes it is rage, yes it hurts, yes I want to break something... I know I shouldn't. I just feel so down on myself today, it's really terrible. Maybe tonight can lighten things up a bit, key lime pie for dessert, probably nachos for dinner. Yay, the thing is that I'm writting much faster and thinkin less about what I'm going to write than usual... Is that good or bad? Maybe if I make a list... Posabilities are endless you know...

Things That Got Me Mad:

1. Messing up the pancakes
2. TV while I'm trying to write
3. Getting annoyed by siblings
4. Homework
5. Tired
6. Lots of stuff to do
7. Want to break something then break something else but I know that I shouldn't
8. Can't find a way to get this burden off of my back
9. Can't get this headache away
10. I feel bad because I'm not writting as well as before
11. I'm not as enthusiastic today
12. I have to make a key lime pie with absolutely no time
13. I don't have my computer
14. I know I need to do homework but I am putting it off
15. Everyone is so annoying
16. I want to hide but I know I can't
17. I have absolutely no idea what to do to make myself less mad
18. Grrrrrrr....
19. Arg....
20. Is that 20?